someone i admire

the person i admire is my dad . he has always been there for me he is getting married in 5 month. he has given me relationship advise for ever. i can talk to him about anyhing and he wont tell my mom anything i admire im so much because he has been there for so many things . my dad has has not really talk to me in almost a year. its killing me that i cant talk to him about anything . my mom wont let me talk to him because she is pissed at him for things that he hasnt done. my mom blames my dad for so many thing that it hurts me bacause i cant ask him anything . there is something that my dad has done but he doesnt know anything because i dont talk to him and it kills me inside no one knows what i go through at home my mom wants to keep me all to her self and no let mw talk to him it sucks its a hard subject to talk about .